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About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius omgitslildemonboyMale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Myself....

Sun May 17, 2009, 6:17 PM
Myself
This will never end will it?
I cannot bear this pain any longer
Please save me? Relieve me me from this torment
I cannot think, I cannot breathe
I just want to be myself
Who I used to be,, before I died
I feel like I'm in hell
Forever bound by this unenforceable fate
I wish I meant something to someone
Yet that time is gone
Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here
I question why I am like this
For all I see is fiction
A dream in reality that I wish were real
With the clouded thoughts I climb out of mind
Can you help me understand myself?
Can you bring back the times when I was happy?
You know I would wait forever, just to be alive
A feeling that has been gone for years
I wish I meant something to someone
In conclusion
I escape back to solitude
Deep in my mind

  • Listening to: The calmness, of my thoughts.
  • Reading: The text, I am writting.
  • Watching: My computer screen.
  • Playing: Alone.
  • Eating: A whole lot of nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

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  • Current Residence: In a place where people live, nowhere special
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: meh?
  • Print preference: meh?
  • Interests: Ask me to find out.
  • Favourite movie: Nightmare Before Christmas.
  • Favourite band or musician: Alesana, Number One Gun, Escape the Fate, (old) Linkin park.
  • Favourite genre of music: Punk, Metal, Alternative, Screamo.
  • Favourite artist: Hm......
  • Favourite poet or writer: Hm.......
  • Favourite photographer: None
  • Favourite style of art: Black and white
  • Operating System: None
  • MP3 player of choice: Zen V Plus
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ichigo Kurosaki, Bleach.
  • Personal Quote: Dammit.
  • Tools of the Trade: Your mom.

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Comments


:iconthewritinghawk3:
Random commentz, I are guds at them xD. Yeah, was just looking randomly through photos here on DA, kept seeing pics of you and I'm going to assume friends of yours, decided to comment. Yay for randomness!

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Give me hope, give me comfort, but don't give me everything...

Pain is pain, death is inevitable, but for it to occur to him the way it is...all I can do is cry.
:iconmad-man-aka-joshua-p:
i love your name ^^

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my life is a grave
and i dig it ^ ^
:iconanotherknifeinmyhand:
ive said hi before, :iconrikuhikari-neo: ish joos friend and i ish her friend, yola :DD

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xoxo, fuck sincerely.
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:iconbumfighter3000:
I found you you little bastard XD STRANGLE YOU!!!

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I'm tired I'm pissed off and I'm lovin every second of it!
:iconmad-man-aka-joshua-p:
why do u strangle him O.o

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my life is a grave
and i dig it ^ ^
:iconbumfighter3000:
it's just a joke but I strangle him out of friendship :)

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I'm tired I'm pissed off and I'm lovin every second of it!
:iconmad-man-aka-joshua-p:
kk ^^

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my life is a grave
and i dig it ^ ^
:iconturtlezbd34akn:
I'M HERE FOR THE SCARF HAND IT OVER NOW!.. ok.. lemme explain..*takes big deep breath*..RikuHikari-Neo told me that you stole SayuriAyame 's jack skellington scarf and i asked Riku if i could have it and she said that it was Sayu's and that u stole it and then i went to Sayu's page and commented telling here about it and then i came here to get it back so i can jack it....*nearly passes out from lack of breathing*... now... all i want is teh smexi scarf so i can be finished with meh scarf-enger hunt... any questions?.. talk to Riku.. she started it.. :XD:

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I HAVE MOVED! I AM NOW ~lonlyXcupcake13 !!
:iconrikuhikari-neo:
*hint hint, the scarf is also in the third picture in his gallery...*

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Mikey: :spork: + :toaster: = :giggle:

Smiles infect the people around you like the Black Plauge.
^_________^BECOME INFECTED TODAY!!!^_________^
:iconturtlezbd34akn:
YESH!! that's the one!!!

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I HAVE MOVED! I AM NOW ~lonlyXcupcake13 !!

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